Monday, May 31, 2004
I really miss Andi.. This weekend with her was good. It also helped me gain an insight about me, I am just like any other normal guy. I have vices and needs, and my self control isn't as good I as I thought it was. It's a downer to think that I am no different from any other guy. I should be better than this. And I hate making her feel bad. But these few days with her have been sooo good, for all the time that we spent together walking around in downtown cedar rapids and iowa city. she is a really special girl, and I wouldn't forgive myself if I did anything stupid to mess this relationship up.